OMG I JUS DUN GIVE A FUCKS ASS ANYMORE
everything is jus gettin on mah last fuckin nerves and nothing is goin mah way and if it even starts to go mah way it jus dosnt even end up close to wah i wanted it to be i mean everything i want jus ends up fading away , mah babys fadin cuz of mah parents and i cant do anything about it cuz they got no fuking clue how im feeling about the situation even tho they think that they do and it jus fustrates meh wen they even try to tell meh how they feel and obviously i seem pathetic and desprete to b righting all of this crap on the fuckin computer i only started doing this because i wanted to see how fast i culd type and now im typing down all of mah fuckin feelings like the fact that i actually started crying in english buh obviously nobody notices wen u have your head down …shyt jus gets rediculous because people say that they care and wen you start tellin them all your shyt and start from the begining so that they understand wats goin on now they fade or drift away or they jus go on gossiping and i hate fakes lyk that thats exactly the number one reason that i have mostly guy friends nd dont have any girl friends cuz its jus a problem telling them all this shyt i mean jus get it overwit and report it on the news …its gonna get around anyway … you kno its funny if you think about it mah friends been sayin this shyt over and over again and i always thaught it was funny and it always made meh laugh buh then i got to thinking that wah hes sayin actually makes sences… that everyone is connected to somebody in the world lyk you might no somebody who knows somebody who knos somebody who knos the president or sum shyt lyk that …and now if you havent noticed that im jus randomlyk ranting off on shyt that i never even new that i had and i swear that i never new that this culd b soo relaxing and it gets all of you stress out i think im gonna put this on mah xanga lol iigh i jus did and jus to tell all you fuckers who read this shyt that i was righting this earlier i wasnt beeing an idiot who jus so happend to be mand balked and agrivated that felt lyk making this entry look lyk i rote it earlier uz i actually did…iigh so im out for a few so chill ..hope dis holds you over till the next tym i come an drain all mah shyt frum mah turdfull life all jus for you to read and some might even get plessure frum the pains of others witch is jus mad fucked up
iigh so once again im out and actually mean it this tym
ppl jus dun get how thyr friends culd seem all cheerfull nd shyt that it culd b a way of hidng how much thyr hurtin witch is how it is in mah case buh ppl wont believe cuz of the way i act or they might not think that mah situation is all that bad buh im a very impacient person wit a low temper that both are at thyr limit ready to burst so if u wer exactly in mah shoes ud understand buh i dun expect any of you to understand
